My computer is bak!!!

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It is autumn and I am feeling low

Autumn is running in to us in Sweden.. In my fantasies autumn is the best! With cosy knitted clothes and big cups of warm tea. But the reality aren’t that Great.. I have panic attacks more often and my ODS (Don’t have it diagnosis but didn’t find a good word for it) is stronger and I have more obssesuns than ever.

Yesterday I meet my ¨brother¨ and he asked how I was doing. I assured that is not that good and told him everything and that I didn’t understand why! He looked at me and said:

-But you know that you always feels like this when it’s autumn. You and autumn just don’t work togethear. 

Now I’m going to colour my hair pink and hope it will help..

May all your days be goth!